You, child of God, can expect eternal life because of this promise and God’s grace (Ephesians 2:8). Now is not the time to stop believing in this promise. Since you worship and trust God. Let His promise of heaven (eternal life) be your desire.
You will never be able to eat solid spiritual food [Spirit-fed] and understand the deeper things of God’s Word until you become better [Spirit-led] Christians and learn right from wrong by practicing doing right.